Whenever ppl ask me whether life is different after you are married and my reply by far has always been an instant no. Life still goes on as usual. Working late or during weekends is my affair and tat's nothing wrong with that. But it struck me yesterday tat I'm so naive to think that way. The recent churn is taking a toll on me and affecting my barely 4 months marriage. 

Was scheduled to visit a hse on wed but because of work, I couldn't make it. Hubby fell sick in the same afternoon and I couldn't at least knock off on time to take care of him. I wonder, what kind of wife I am?

Ps: wrote tis entry in the yesterday morning. Spoke with a soulmate and I felt better. But later in the evening, hubby called and ask where I am cos he wanna have dinner with me and tat he is still not feeling well. I feel so useless. Damn. To tink my ambition is to be a housewife, I can't even accomplish the basics