for those who are reading this, pls pardon my language hereforth cos i'm fucking piss!!!!!!!

its been a freaking long time since i'm fucking pissed at anyone. i dun even rem when was the last time. but this time round, i just got to let it out.

i admit i'm not the best employee or colleague around but i do try to adhere deadlines as much as possible. i'm always around to help even at the expense of my own workload. many a times, i have been scold for 'having' too much time to help others, but i tink its a favor whether i will be rewarded or not. but it seems like this good nature of mine equates to me being taken advantage of

while i dun understand wat u r busy with, i try to help out as much as i can. i dun even want to mention abt tasks given to u but in the end i still got to complete it myself.

even giving much more leadtimes which means i have to work on weekend. as if thats not enough, things are not done completely. in the end, what i got was 'hmm..maybe u shld have told me earlier'. fuck!!!!!!!!!! yes, i shld have check your work when u r done, but have u spare a thought for me when u r so overdue. to be fair, we have 2 weeks to complete the task. taking the public holiday into consideration, its ok for me to have 1 lesser day to work on it. but in the end, u finish it so late leaving me with only 1 day to complete my part. argh!!!!!!!! i dun enjoy working on weekend, esp when i have to redo ur work. fuck fuck fuck!!!!!